today is my birthday...it is frightening to think i'm closer to 40 than 20 but it's cool. as i think about how many good friends and family are not here anymore i can't help but ask myself "have i used these years given to me wisely or have i wasted them?"
God has blessed me so much this past year. i am still married and much in love with a beautiful woman that loves me way more than i deserve, have been able to renew some great friendships, have seen others move into sweet new seasons of their lives. i try to be thankful for all i have received but i know i am guilty of taking so much for granted.
only God knows how many more years i have left on this earth but i hope that i will be found faithful in serving Him, in loving the people in my life. grace to all.............
